Date / Time : Wednesday, February 25, 2009 / 3:04 PM
" Lead me to your heaven baby."
170209: The day of perfectly clear blue sky, tupperwared-potluck, infinite school-girl giggles and smiles, faithful girlfriends and forces of nature.
We girls vividly did not subdue any awkward feelings at all towards nature and only have lovely, fine words to thank and remember god of his artsy, beautiful creations.
Me: Ok everyone, that's the ideal location we all should stand.
Fatin (typing quickly on her hp): .....Love you b. Jgn nakal2 tau..
Maria: Huh??
Atiqa (saying in her heart): &#%& bitch! Can't u see I'm alredy ready with my Nicole Scherzinger's pose and still u want me to move. %$#@!
HAHAHA!
Fatin and Maria looked like cute, precious 5 year-olds! Orange ones.
Yellow ones.
And fatin poured out her feelings.
3 to 4 hours of embracing and we left being pretty much awed... just what could be brainier?
Meanwhile, my bed-side lamp, the only source of light at that time, was clearly on the verge of fizzling off just now morning because it got sick of watching me hogged my old, ancient journal. Ha, i got so randomly engrossed with it that I actually forgot to sleep. I'm complete with all smiles upon reading it softly in my heart; beamed for the memoirs, beamed for the amateur vocabs and beamed for D as my only, bona fide inspiration for all the entries. HAHA, kids and puppy love.
Now, it moved me to actually relive myself again in a new diary and of course, i assure that it won't be only about the sweet, guilty love, gosh there should be so much more to life than that.
Fyi, am completely psych in catching Slumdog Millionaire at the movies this friday. After all those impressive Oscar's recognition, i feel that it's a no-brainer that this film will be anticipatingly the best, right? then y else do i hear praises all over town and 8 Academy wins. Well, i gut-feel this one won't disappoint.
&& kinda miss the Roswell and Smallville era. (*Sigh, maybe i do have these tiny soft-spots for hunky superheros.)
Wish u hadn't been the boss of me.
Date / Time : Friday, February 20, 2009 / 12:58 AM
These zillion monster itches trailing all over my body just refused to leave my side and instead they eeckily nestled on at as many areas of my body as possible, making them looked like they're the worst red-zones ever. Doh, as if i'm not enduring the urge of scratching at all by now... cuz any Stepford mom will say that scratches can eventually leave everlasting (ugly) marks. And of coz, i will not beg to differ.
One thing memorable about today is: Sis's trying to be a budding brownie-baker. Yeah, for real. A notch up for her (yay!) because she ditched Betty Crocker's guidance this time and started everything from scratch. And guess what? I must say she nailed it. Her brownies are quite there, yummy!, i mean as long as they're edible and tasted good they're alredy there, not like they're gonna be on sale or anything anyway. And of course, all of this won't happen without the help of our lovely Nigella. (We just love her shows, me thinks she's like the Angelina Jolie of cooking programmes.)
And strange, is it possible for me to grow moles at this moment? Coz i swear i saw two of 'em just appeared on my right cheek. My sister and mom said they're just an accumulation of my face oil and sweats. I mean is it true? They looked kinda cute btw (hehe), i wonder if they're gonna be permanent.
Lastly, these few days have been quite a daze for my lovely bestfriend/superheroine. By far, nothing well cld ever easily twist and turn this hostile situation. But it's so amazing, when i assume that some people out there wld alredy back down and surrender within minutes if they're faced wif the same state, while she's actually still standing and fighting. I mean this is beyond impressive or wat. .. Ohmygoodness, i just love u! From every tiny pieces of my heart, i'm just so proud of u!
U'LL ALWAYS HAVE ME AT EVERY STEP OF THE WAY! ;)
ps:i hadn't say this publicly often but sourpuss do miss him very much.can i please have a second time round of gloria jean's coffees' date so i can watch how high u get from that ice latte??
All's well that ends well.
Date / Time : Saturday, February 14, 2009 / 11:58 AM
One of the places in Singapura in my opinion,
that could matched the tremendous landscape of Paris. Heeees.
Literally, feeling the urge to break out again (going wild at an international concert, i mean.) It would be great just forgetting about ur senses, and just free-spiritedly float by. Letting the music lifts u up and drifting u away into some Neverland place that makes u forget about the world that's forever at ur heels.
Now having subsidiary thoughts of catching Coldplay live. Heard them rocking the scene soon from my ever-reliable source. I mean yes, its Coldplay. They may sometimes just bore u to death but most of their hits can really strike the right cords in you, just as long as u're happy to admit it. Me, guilty as charged, i resisted initially but hey, i could always grab my sister along. She's one who wldn't care a hoot about seeing that psycho side of me being unleashed in the open, even almost on the verge of collapsing for Incubus once, Coz, typically, shes exactly like tat too! But we'll see, you noe that my words can be ever so controlling than my actions do, well thats me.
Anyhoo, yesterday was blossomy. I'm not into V-day's of any sort but Nisa and me kinda had a little ruckus together just having a mini pre-celebration of it. Contradiction, much? We just had our kind of fun spending lovely little times together, just being fucking chatty and sharing a simply wacked (sinful) dinner with each other.
So, we had a simple exchange-gifts session (her idea), mine to her was definitely effortless, hehe! And after that, back to more chattering up a storm. She kept wondering how we could have so much to talk about, when we frequently meet- beats me too. At one point, i kept saying "Smurf", and it felt so bizarre, wondering why. And both of us went really whiny, omfg the intensity of our insecurities is so annoying i tell you. Hahaha, only BFFs can potentially handle that i guess. And it was just beautiful all-around - the night, the esplanade bathed in dark sky sans the stars for the day, the secrets, the geeky smiles and definitely the best friend. Ahhhh...
Bohemia Ladies..
My gift was embarrassingly instant,
even attaching the wrapper with masking tape.
Hers was lovely, especially the "L" earrings. Adding the jewelleries to my collection. Heee!
The Revival.
Date / Time : Tuesday, February 10, 2009 / 1:45 AM
Omg, i can't believe i'm actually sitting thru all this while having a nonsensical flick called 'Superstar' which stars Will Ferrell and Molly Shannon, sticking at my face for the entire time. I mean anything with Will Ferrell in it, u gotta at least a teeny weeny expected it ... Gosh, can't HBO Hits get any severe? It's absurd coz i'm sure my family paid a hefty amount to deserve at least a much meaningful collection of shows lining up for us, tat's actually VALUE FO' MONEY. Well, i gotta seal my mouth for now b4 i actually discover myself landing in a hot soup.
7th Feb was amazing. To me, anything with great food, great company, great venue will ever be oh-so-fabulous. Tho the fierce, uncontrollable wind could have pretty much swindled the whole process, it didn't really manage to grab hold of our spirits, did it? I mean, it at least worked. And everyone who had arrived, soared, spent and sweated for this event is very much appreciated. Thanx for everything people!, including for the wonderful gifts :)) I noe i wasn't being exactly the good sport/host in having plenty of time to entertain all of u at the same time.
It's my call, i apologised to some of u who had to create ur own form of entertainment. Like bringing ur own seat to a crowded hawker centre, it's sucky i noe that kinda feeling, much like everyone else. Blimey, it was upsetting for me as a host, to learn something like that actually. Coz a party, it all revolves around the guests, they matter, we just served. But believe me, it's all beyond my control. Hey wat do u noe, i'm actually so alarmed seeing such an overwhelming number tat I kinda LOST IT. Crikey. But definitely without a doubt, i love and live for this moment. Especially upon knowing that i have all of u in place.
I'm still not in my best form. It's dreadful. No slight idea how much i tried. Sucks to be you.
Merry 21.
Date / Time : Tuesday, February 3, 2009 / 12:49 AM
I'm like a butterfly coming out of a cocoon, a caged bird finally released; coz 21 only comes once and it's freaking arrived! *grins sheepishly.
ps:hopeful of a good nyte sleep's wonderful dream of a gigantic traditional big sponge cake wif melting butter cream and gigantic candles on top as the crown combing the streets ala Popeye's chicken bucket in Little Nicky.Guiltyyyyyyyyy Pleasuresssssssssss,definitely Cheeeeeesssssssy!
