Here is not the place for me anymore. Everything's just so wrong, cheap and infuriating. ggrrr.

This lil hearty feeling which i'd felt since years ago, only-god-knows-why has always these certain shades of oddness, wrongness and even lividity in it; it's just so hard to define. But thankfully it's been getting better and better as time proceeds. Yippee :) I'm so content it looks really good now. A major part coz i noe what i am to you. So thank you.



So imagine my thoughts currently; wanting a contemporary, 21st century love and affection to turn into all quaint and classic again, like making out with a mysterious homeboy in a secret garden(your new discovery) for the first time or even as simple as kissing under the plain sunset, it's just so freaking darn romantic dun you think?.

I think humans are created to desire these kind of moments which remind them of where they first learnt em from like from their ancestors or even fairytales. And why do they want this? Coz it uses from simple ways. So, even if 'new and improved' love is being born, u noe its the foundation from the old-fashioned rules which kept it alive, rite? That's y some conducts and proposals are called roooomantic, sweeeet and timeeeless.



Sometimes, no idea wat i just babbled. *laughs









ps:what am i doing mugging on business when my heart is alredy for fashion and such.n hopefully there'll be some photography on the next post.bleak alert.

In a nick of time, it all will change. U. Me. Our lifestyles, the environment, mankind, ... It's all too.. routined. U just noe it'll keep coming. I'll say that this all becoming too cliche for words. And there's no more spark. And obviously, we can't turn it all around but fortunately there are always time to prepare. Like I'd really heard recently, "Don't wait until you really need to find the toilet." Omg, i can't believe i'm actually shaking when typing this. Probably inside of me already sense tat i'm absolutely not big with changes. But judging from the canopy of my life, basically said, it's just so prone to change. And the only thing to do is to deal with it, im afraid.












ps:for the record,i'm officially harbouring a secret,lesbian crush on Kristen Stewart.hahaha!and goddammit i really need a R-B Wayfarer for crying out loud.

Now healing are my severe, atrocious UV burns. There u go, for promising off sunblocks and in contrary, expect a natural tan. At the back of my mind, i guess natural remedies, like Aloe Vera and mineral water are the only convincing meds to do the trick for these burns, let's all pray. But swimming quite kept me jovial, esp with the company of my babygirl. YEAY!

I guess life rewards to those who wait, like im so over the moon, that D finally ends his 3-desolute hardship-yrs with a much-hopeful diploma cert! Finally dude, i'm so proud of u! Let's celebrate, whatever u want. Coz we all noe ur hardwork needs to be earnestly honoured. National Service is the only, stepping stone next while not quite on our cards really.. but it's wat keep appearing on our listing. Tho i'll always wait with anxiety yet for u and ur next move, i noe u'll be the one that's only be fruitful and worth the wait in the end.




she & him






Keep myself moving from now on, dun quite see what's disabling me from it. Coz what drives me stronger will eventually inspire my entire life.

Feeding on : Sheryl Crow - Everyday Is A Winding Road.

Let's celebrate the inner hue of pink in all us!

Women all over the world rejoice! Today heard is a special day for us, International Women's Day. Let's all be wild and free, shop till we drop, eat while we can, dance til our limbs practically break; of course dun we all forget the essence of us being a female in the first place. These fruitful, long years have taught all of us to love ourselves first then love others. Not only our curves that make us unique, our power and ability allow ur to have that edge. Look out world, women is no longer the weaker link anymore!

What i love about myself today, I slept for the whole 12 hours long and woke up very refreshed instead of harbouring many series of aches and sleeps around the eyes. What a kicking day to start a sunday. Tho sunday morning is probably the whole reason to catch a good breakfast and talk-shows, I'm relieved i skipped the whole damn that and watched Channel V since 4pm. Currently, the music videos are all by women and for everyone to celebrate women. Hence, i feel so empowered today.

Post-destruction, my sister is now hungry for shopping more than ever. Yesterday she was yelping all "Let's buy new clothes!!" As if her whole freaking life depends on it. Haha! Maybe thats just hw she cld feed her broken heart. Oh, i just love her to death even tho, siblings' rivalry always make me sick. And I so got sucked in with Instyle March 09 Issue, love, love, love the fashion! I so love trivia on a sunday evening. :)

I got to catch My Bloody Valentine wif of course my own Valentine yesterday. Pretty intense, disgusting and i love 3Ds but can i say that the storyline is very errr how do u say it... Amateur?! Can't believe i wasted my 13 bucks at Lido to discover that the very handsome Jensen Ackles is actually the culprit in the movie! Gawwd! Actually, right from the start, its kinda predictable he's the one coz he's always here and there where the scenes of killing took place. Ahhh, i shld have trusted spoilers before watching the next movie.

COLDPLAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! AM I ALREDY TOO LATE FOR THE $88!!!! CUZ IM SO GOIN!!

I'm pretty much fried for the weekend. I noe Friday is sooo Bowling Day until the next early morning (Haha!). The usual laughs and bowl till my bones crack (tho i ain't that good) and need only more sessions of pool for the surgery. Probably yesterday, i struck gold when generous Godmom invited me and D to have the first taste of her only fine, scrumptious Chili Crab. Right there that moment, before hammering those stubborn shells apart wif my bare teeths, I thought i just died and went to Seafood Heaven when just the taste and smell of the gravy was wholly enuff to make me salivated the whole day.

And omfg! i just gotta stop fantasizing about Japan (tho i dun even noe what "Ichiban" simply means) if i dun do something, right..?..

Whenever i watch, 'Number One Single', I wld simply remember Lisa and her adorable cat-eyed glasses and lovely, she hasn't changed much.


Stay - Lisa Loeb







ps:tomorrow the kaput love affair is gotta be resolved.sis will be back in the market.

Be tactful more personally that not all situations are actually worth your energy and tears, unlike pursuing everything from the book. Cause the harder you fight, the harder you'ld fall. And if it all doesn't work, we'll have to miserably drag our sorry ass and move along. That'll be like cleaning up for the entire country's crap, isn't it? But what's crucial is that we really deserve a pat on the back cause it means we just completed one heroic deed for no one but ourselves.

ps:slumdog was mad awesome!