Manhattan : my heart beats for.


Till then, i hope i can still be counting days and anticipate, anticipate, anticipate.. For now, my vacation life is hanging by a thread, I'm not sure if i should still be blushing with exhilaration anymore. 6 days more and I'm on the brink of dunno wat to think or wat to expect and that's for sure. Year 2 is (very, very) soon to come by. And that's when i yearn.. to cease the 2 years quickie and take this bloody diploma off my mind once and for all. And work to get distinctions to boot, so i won't worry too much. But i'm really blessed with the discussion the other night, upon realizing my parents are thankfully perfectly normal, as they always want to be endlessly supportive. At least, i noe i have a serious, solid fan base.*laughs! So giant hopes i'ld land into my area of choice after all of these have been accomplished (plz!). In fact i'm gonna do just that one day (I hope), when i'm able to run to my family with every proof of achievements possible (just thinking about that tingling glow of beam all over me when it makes me more luminous against the light and people). Tat on i noe i've made it or sorta. I told D and he was willing to suck it in with a warm smile and his encouraging open arms (That's REALLY good news frm my man!). After all its only by right, my life and people have the minimal say or none. I sanely have the authority.

Right then only i can serenely hold my bestfren's hand as we walk thru the streets of north-central France together or even doing anything out of this world with no such qualms and no one to say anything. (Hehehe) This is happily beyond prozac if anything, :).