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RAISIN IN THE SUN
.lyn.
groundbreakingly natural.


FELLOW MEATBALLS
cooked up in a pot.
Nissy Atikah Fizah Liza Nabz Berds Susu


REMINISCE
my faded mistakes.
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • September 2010


  • CREDITS
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    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥



    MusicPlaylist
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    Tenth year, comback.
    Date / Time : Thursday, May 28, 2009 / 9:30 PM

    [looking at yearbook pictures]
    Romy: Well we definitely weren't in the A group, but you know, we weren't really in the B group either.
    Michele: Oh my god! We weren't in the C group were we?
    Romy: Oh god no, that was, like, all the losers and honor students, like Sandy Frink and Heather Mooney.
    Michele: So, Romy, what group WERE we in?
    Romy: Well, we weren't really in a group, we were more like loners. Oh look! There we are!
    Michele: Yeah, and alone.



    Nis if you ask me, I wouldn't mind being labelled a loner or one-half of an eccentric duo whatever then (if that was ever, ever the case). Coz i had you and we're always having a ball in our own perfect circle (with some lovely people), don't u agree?



    All the luck in the world to us, our youthful revival, our dancing shoes and our childhood memories tomorrow ;)


    Faire l'amour.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, May 27, 2009 / 12:49 PM

    How super stardom can rise from the purest sound of country music. How love can act so impulse on two individuals as they tied the knot at a supermarket. How the person u were married to weren't exactly the same person you comprehend him to be later on. How love triangles can twist and progressed into a perfect friendship.

    An ideal ending can take in many forms. Life is such an astonishing thing ever. You just have to.... find out. Not to mention, River Phoenix was so, so hot.

    Dethroned.
    Date / Time : Sunday, May 24, 2009 / 1:24 AM


    so what if you cared so what if you loved you still stood standing without a sound you still breathed without a whiff all you evoked is crap all you fucked is manipulation why must he be responsible why must he own up to something that's not meant to be his you don’t deserve him you don’t deserve to know he doesn’t know you anymore what you believe now is his heart what he believes now is only your gritting deceit.

    Date / Time : Friday, May 22, 2009 / 11:07 AM
    Black Heart Inertia.
    Brace yourself bitches, Brandon is way uber-hot, hotter than ever!



    SingFest '010;) coming my wayyyy..

    Apple Crumble.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, May 20, 2009 / 1:46 PM
    What are you going to do with the rest of your life?!



    I've been so rigid on my views on how things should be in my life and how they are (not) going, I left myself unprepared for "what if". It's as though I've kept my life on hold, waiting for my future to fall into my lap.





    School has always been an eternal pain plus, I can't grab hold of lessons these days. Too excruciating. Definitely this year has not prepared me for what's big ahead to come. Probably brain-dead; as quadrillions of molecules in-waiting to penetrate into my mind and which is first on the list to think, is apparently another issue. I feel i'm at my worst. Not to mention, harbouring more pits of zits and open pores. Eww. Sometimes, i came to class being so so clueless, I wanted to cry. If you haven't faced Java, Networking, IT security, etc.., u haven't face anything yet. It's that impossible! I feel like a binary code, feeling all-troublesome to decode, but of course, still can.

    Now, desperately i'm gasping for air (and strength). I reckon myself spending lesser and lesser time in school to eventually OWN A LIFE. I was wide-eyes at 3.30 in the morning and couldn't bat an eyelid ever since. I was way too busy worrying about something out of the blue to plunge in an attempt of sleeping back. Finally, my energy's defused not until 8am. *Sigh And of course, not rested enuff. Still hungry for a booster and prayer.

    Oh well, Saturday would be another day. Hopefully.


    Come back home soon my dear. Life's no substance without you. Ask Tanjung Pinang to release you this instant.

    Three's a fucking crowd.
    Date / Time : Saturday, May 16, 2009 / 9:38 PM
    FUCK YOU for messing up with my girl's head.
    FUCK YOU very much for bullshitting everyone.
    FUCK THE HELL YOU she's fucking wonderfully amazing on her own.

    Linger.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, May 13, 2009 / 12:47 AM
    If home is where i think the heart is, then wherever you are, i'm home.

    Miss No-longer-Afraid.
    Date / Time : Monday, May 11, 2009 / 11:49 AM


    When deadline started looming in, having a less-than-impressive night & dark circles continue to orbit arnd the peepers; one can't deny but to screw normality climate, cut class and promptly u-turn back home to take nothing but cheap breakfast & project runway. Alone. Desperate measures call for desperate actions.



    My witty one, you were right. Doesn't count if i were as hard as rock to please.

    Wildflower.
    Date / Time : Friday, May 1, 2009 / 9:01 PM
    "here we are
    glowing sheeny than the sun in the afternoon
    burning faster than the closest star
    falling back down to the Earth,
    i love you so it sometimes hurts"








    To you, my upcoming firefighter.
    Fight the fire like the way u'ld fight for our fate. heeee!

    Fierce fete.
    Date / Time : / 8:23 PM
    Project Runway season 4 is by far the hardest to snub these days. Searched 'em all over youtube and am completely drugged. The finale was definitely a stunner and gosh, wished had been there for Fashion Week. Gosh, hw depressing it is to noe, i'm actually just day-hallucinating abt it.



    Can't you tell that these are FI-ERCEEE!?


    Rami's

    Christian's



    Yummy Rami was my top favourite since day 1. His work was always deliciously lovely, sophiscated and wearable but of course, his couldn't beat Christian's dramatic, chic and impeccable work of art. And the latter is definitely a clear winner, no?